Yogi Bhadjan was saying:
“The purpose of life is not to find God. I don't care if you beat me up, you will never convince me that we are here for that purpose. It is the biggest lie that people believe these days. Why do you want to find God?
God has already found you.
You are only here on this Earth to begin with because of Him. It is amazing what you sometimes let yourself believe. Even if you could find God, what would you do with Him?
He is not a coconut that you can eat.
God is nothing but your own inner consciousness. Now I will agree with you that you cannot always FEEL God, but that is because you think that you are separate from God.
We call it maya. Maya is the illusion of separateness; it is the quicksand of this life.”